Today is my first very big challenge. A very dear friend of mine is tying the knot. And lots of other "very dear friends of mine" will be there to witness. Which means.... Well... We're getting drunk.
Or I guess, they're getting drunk. I haven't decided what my plan is yet. I would like to somehow find a way to "party", but without completely derailing my efforts here.
Because let's be honest: weddings make me want to get wasted.
There, I said it.
I think its a combination of celebration and of mourning. Celebrating the obvious, of course - the love of the couple, the life they will share, the toast to the future. All that happy sappy good stuff.
The mourning half is a little more challenging to define. But I'll venture to say that a part of me believes I will never find the person that I want to stand up in front of everyone I love and swear I will love them forever. That concept is foreign to me.
Annnnd just like that I've turned this joyous, happy occasion into a pity party. So I will stop there. It must be the carb withdrawl.
I obviously have my work cut out for me tonight, so please, send good vibes my way.
I just really hope, really really hope there isn't a cheese platter.
So how did it go???
ReplyDeleteThere was a cheese platter..... I have an update in the works, will post today!
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